I always tried to find out what my dreams meant. When I was a child I dreamed every night. I would forget the dream right away a lot of the time, of course. But the ones I do remember (being dreams that is) were quite different from my other friends. Even now I dream almost every night, Some are more vivid, obviously, and memoriable than others. But I have always wandered. A few years ago I saw a book that anilizes the dreams and I thought I would flip through it. WELL!!!!!!!!!! BOY OH BOY!!!! I didn't agree with any of the statemnts. I would assume that those were for MOST people, REGULAR people.
Being that I am SO not a regular person, my "subconscience" would also be "irregular" than other people's as well.
I didn't agree with anything that that book was saying. For example: when u are being chased by something in your dream it means that in your life u are running away from something, be that feelings or an actual person or thoughts, or something like that. I was never like that. I never felt like that.
So NOW I take my dreams as they are: my subscience letting off some steam, having FUN!
If I play my video game too much I will dream about my video game.
If I started a new job, I would dream about it. Things like that. For ME, a "weird" "irregular" type of a person, I do not think those books about dreams relate to me!!!
I hope someone else has had better luck with those things. And I would CERTAINLY like for you to tell me an example.
Dreams are one of my all time favorate thing to do. HA HA, but seriously. When I was in high school I would purposely go to bed way early just so I could dream! They are sometimes a way for me to escape into another world like reading a book. But this "feels" like it is truly happening. And even when u wake up for, sometimes even days after, if feels like whatever I had previously dreamed about has happened. I love it!!! It is like reading a book in my sleep, but of course a really strange book that doesn't make sense half the time!!!
Sunday, August 29, 2010
this is terrible WARNING
I had this dream when I was a teenager. I used to babysit my nephew all the time so we were quite close. This is really short but I just thought I would write it down, I remember it to this day it was just so scary and sad!
OK. so, I was dreaming about my mom's one cat, Poof. He got comet on the end of his nose. I tried to get it off as soon as possible cause I remember thinking that the cat could die. So I was frantically looking for something to wipe it off with. By the time I got there the cat was like twitching out. The the next thing I know is, it was my nephew!!
I woke up crying, it was just so terrible!
OK. so, I was dreaming about my mom's one cat, Poof. He got comet on the end of his nose. I tried to get it off as soon as possible cause I remember thinking that the cat could die. So I was frantically looking for something to wipe it off with. By the time I got there the cat was like twitching out. The the next thing I know is, it was my nephew!!
I woke up crying, it was just so terrible!
Saturday, August 28, 2010
insightful dream
When I was about 12 or so I had a dream all about grey. The "picture" in my head was grey, all different shades.
I woke up and sat at the kitchen table, where my mom was having a cup of coffee. I remember that I looked at her and I said, "Mom, someone has cancer!" Then I got up and went to the bathroom. I remember doing all this, but I was still like half asleep. My mom remembers me looking all sleepy and almost like in a trance.
About a week later my cousin, who was quite close, ended up with Lukiemia. (it was treatable, so he did eventually get better)
I have never had another dream like that. I don't understand why that would happen to me. I was not able to prevent it, or help it in any way. But I knew someone had cancer and that was that! WEIRD!
I told my cousin many years later about what happened and he didn't believe me until told him to ask my mom or his mom. (My mom was kinda freaked out and called her sister that day to tell her what had happened)
I woke up and sat at the kitchen table, where my mom was having a cup of coffee. I remember that I looked at her and I said, "Mom, someone has cancer!" Then I got up and went to the bathroom. I remember doing all this, but I was still like half asleep. My mom remembers me looking all sleepy and almost like in a trance.
About a week later my cousin, who was quite close, ended up with Lukiemia. (it was treatable, so he did eventually get better)
I have never had another dream like that. I don't understand why that would happen to me. I was not able to prevent it, or help it in any way. But I knew someone had cancer and that was that! WEIRD!
I told my cousin many years later about what happened and he didn't believe me until told him to ask my mom or his mom. (My mom was kinda freaked out and called her sister that day to tell her what had happened)
Friday, August 27, 2010
my latest dream
This is a dream I had just a couple of weeks ago. It is so weird and upsetting. Here I go:
It all started with Sat coming home from work and I kissed him, he barely kissed me back, like his mind was somewhere else. we lay down in bed and I say I love you Honey. He doesn't say anything. I look at him and I say it again. He finally says something, but it is not what I was expecting. He comes out and says, I just don't know anymore! I say, WHAT!! He says it again andgets up. I watch him as he is packing his clothes in a suitcase. I am flabbergasted. I am frantically yelling, What about the kids Sat? What about EVERYTHING???? He leaves.
Then all of a sudden this aisan women (my husband is Chinese) is talking to me. We are talking about how sat has obligations with his children and he needs to be here for his kids, and about what he and she did to this family. she is a total bitch as she is going on about how Sat will have nothing to do with his kids and I will never get another dime outta him. I scoff at her! YEAH RIHGT I will take him for everything he's got!
AND THEN all of a sudden this women turns into a cat and tries to run away from me. OH now that I KNOW I can take her I start beating this cat up, but she eventually does get away from me.
Later on, I am talking to my mother and she is consoling me, as I am a total WRECK! The love of my life has left me. I thought we were just sooooo happy and he was sleeping around on me. GRR.
AND THEN, later on in the dream I guess I went to this house to confront someone (everything seemed to have changed) who was sleeping with my husband and this GUY comes out. HAHA Sat and a guy, hilarious!
AND THEN it changed again! ANOTHER guy was sitting at my kitchen table, and I was confronting him as well about sleeping with my husband. (I knew this guy, Dana if u are reading this, I do not think you are gay! HAHA)
Anyways, that is when I finally woke up! I had to wake my husband up right then at like 3am. I was heartbroken. I told hikm my dream and he sleepily laughed at the part and the men. lol
For like 3 days after I had such low self-esteem about him and another women he got SPECIAL treatment!! I was all huggy and lovey!! But then I got over it, lol!
But what a weird dream!!!!!!!! Dreams like that make me laugh!!! (after a couple of days)
It all started with Sat coming home from work and I kissed him, he barely kissed me back, like his mind was somewhere else. we lay down in bed and I say I love you Honey. He doesn't say anything. I look at him and I say it again. He finally says something, but it is not what I was expecting. He comes out and says, I just don't know anymore! I say, WHAT!! He says it again andgets up. I watch him as he is packing his clothes in a suitcase. I am flabbergasted. I am frantically yelling, What about the kids Sat? What about EVERYTHING???? He leaves.
Then all of a sudden this aisan women (my husband is Chinese) is talking to me. We are talking about how sat has obligations with his children and he needs to be here for his kids, and about what he and she did to this family. she is a total bitch as she is going on about how Sat will have nothing to do with his kids and I will never get another dime outta him. I scoff at her! YEAH RIHGT I will take him for everything he's got!
AND THEN all of a sudden this women turns into a cat and tries to run away from me. OH now that I KNOW I can take her I start beating this cat up, but she eventually does get away from me.
Later on, I am talking to my mother and she is consoling me, as I am a total WRECK! The love of my life has left me. I thought we were just sooooo happy and he was sleeping around on me. GRR.
AND THEN, later on in the dream I guess I went to this house to confront someone (everything seemed to have changed) who was sleeping with my husband and this GUY comes out. HAHA Sat and a guy, hilarious!
AND THEN it changed again! ANOTHER guy was sitting at my kitchen table, and I was confronting him as well about sleeping with my husband. (I knew this guy, Dana if u are reading this, I do not think you are gay! HAHA)
Anyways, that is when I finally woke up! I had to wake my husband up right then at like 3am. I was heartbroken. I told hikm my dream and he sleepily laughed at the part and the men. lol
For like 3 days after I had such low self-esteem about him and another women he got SPECIAL treatment!! I was all huggy and lovey!! But then I got over it, lol!
But what a weird dream!!!!!!!! Dreams like that make me laugh!!! (after a couple of days)
Thursday, August 26, 2010
my fav dream
I had this one dream a couple times when I was a teenager. It was just so fun. I tried to will this dream to come. I don't have too much to say about this dream except that it was so awsome.
My dream town was Lethbridge and there was a building to go into and then u can take slides to wherever u wanted to go. Some were waterslides and some were just really awsome slides. It was so fun. They were like rollercoasters and such. I remember waking up so happy cause of this dream.
My dream town was Lethbridge and there was a building to go into and then u can take slides to wherever u wanted to go. Some were waterslides and some were just really awsome slides. It was so fun. They were like rollercoasters and such. I remember waking up so happy cause of this dream.
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
My dreams are vivid
Growing up my dreams were so vivid that when i am remember things that have happened with my family members they say, "Hey that never happened." "Oh crap!" I say, "I must've dreamed it!"
There was this one time that my brother and were exploring our little town, Shaunessy, and we came to this freaky tunnel. I was so scared, mind you i was only like 6, it was getting dark outside and there were little holes in the cement. I didn't wanna fall down and get wet. (the ground was wet for some reason) My brother found a stick and was poking the ground, looking for the holes to navigate me through the tunnel while singing a pothole song all for me. Thinking about that now i really believe that happened but my brother doesn't remember at all. So I have no way of knowing.
Just like when my brother and I were exploring another day we hid our candy bag under some dirt where we wouldn't forget it cause neither one of us wanted to carry it anymore, but when we came back for it later it was gone. We blamed our next door neighbors. I, once again, really believe this happened but thinking about it; that just sounds weird!! HAHA
There are many many examples. The sad thing is tghere is actually no way of knowing because my brother and I just don't remember for sure.
There was this one time that my brother and were exploring our little town, Shaunessy, and we came to this freaky tunnel. I was so scared, mind you i was only like 6, it was getting dark outside and there were little holes in the cement. I didn't wanna fall down and get wet. (the ground was wet for some reason) My brother found a stick and was poking the ground, looking for the holes to navigate me through the tunnel while singing a pothole song all for me. Thinking about that now i really believe that happened but my brother doesn't remember at all. So I have no way of knowing.
Just like when my brother and I were exploring another day we hid our candy bag under some dirt where we wouldn't forget it cause neither one of us wanted to carry it anymore, but when we came back for it later it was gone. We blamed our next door neighbors. I, once again, really believe this happened but thinking about it; that just sounds weird!! HAHA
There are many many examples. The sad thing is tghere is actually no way of knowing because my brother and I just don't remember for sure.
A dream a had when I was a child
When i was a child i had a dream ALL the time, it was almost the same every time.
It was about driving. I would have to drive for some reason, many times on the highway to get into town. I would push on the gas and the car would turn, or stop. I would push on the break and the car would go faster. Everything would be all messed up.
By the end of the dream the car was so outta control and speeding down the highway, it was soooo scary.
I had MANY scary car deams. I had another car dream where gthe car was a monster chasing me, and then I would end up back in a car on the highway outta control.
I have this dream with me to this day, I HATE driving, especially on the highway!!!
It was about driving. I would have to drive for some reason, many times on the highway to get into town. I would push on the gas and the car would turn, or stop. I would push on the break and the car would go faster. Everything would be all messed up.
By the end of the dream the car was so outta control and speeding down the highway, it was soooo scary.
I had MANY scary car deams. I had another car dream where gthe car was a monster chasing me, and then I would end up back in a car on the highway outta control.
I have this dream with me to this day, I HATE driving, especially on the highway!!!
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